"I Can't Make You Love Me"
i’m so tired and sad and dumb and my head hurts so much all I want is to be at Disneyland
hello??? where am i???
i haven’t felt this much self loathing since like freshmen year and i really thought I was done with that issue which is stupid because of course everything circles back and we all hate ourselves sometimes but I just was not expecting to ever feel that same level of self hate and here we go woo
i want to cry a lot because i feel so terrible about how i am and everyone knows it and i feel like everyone just looks at me and they think ‘wow what a joke’ i want to run away